The Real World in 5 ..

In 5 days it starts.

I leave for Frosh Week.

I start living the "REAL WORLD"

No more fantasy high school BS

Everything that happens from now on

Is serious

I can't fuck up anymore

No more mistakes

I need to focus

The people who are important to me

Mean that much more now.

University's starting soon

My life hangs in the balance of these grades;

I've ALREADY lost my scholarship

and I plan on making my own money

Balancing a job and school is gonna be

The hardest thing I ever attempt;

I wanna make my parents proud,

I know HOW.. I just wish it wasn't this stressful.

5 Days... It happens.

5 Days my best friend moves out to live on her own for school.

I wish her the best of luck but..

I know it's gonna kill me.

I want to be there when she moves but I don't think I'll be able to and that breaks my heart.

She's become the closest person to me BESIDES my girlfriend and I just can't seem to imagine Brampton WITHOUT her..

5 Days ... I wish she knew how much this is effecting me.. But I can't show it.. I have to smile.. so that our last few hangouts before she leaves are happy ...

And I KNOW she'll back to visit whenever she can .. but I know she has closer friends that she's known longer that'll want to hang out with her .. she'd have more fun with them anyways .. and I can't always be available when she is, because I have my own love in Milton.

... 5 Days and I won't even be there for some of them...

Time to grow up and become a part of the world I watched as a kid growing up

Now I'm going to join "Society"

- Francis Frustration