Dear (Current) Ex Friends

This is stupid. This silence that is between us. It's been weeks since you've spoken ONE word to me. I find that to be the MOST immature thing ... It's also kind of sad.

This is what we've become? I thought our friendship MEANT something to you.

Talking to me seems like such a burden to you now.

I think I should just stop, even though it breaks my heart; whether you believe it or not, it always hurts to lose a friend.

I guess this just shows how much you DIDN'T know me.. and how much of your personality I never really got to see until that day.

You tell me that I was the bitch for doing what I did, and maybe you're right. Maybe I should apologize, but at this point my words are worthless to you. You tell me that I've used you yet I've never once received the thanks I felt I deserved for all the effort I put into our "friendship". Or maybe that's just my teenage angst talking, and maybe I don't deserve more than I have?

You replaced me, but in all honestly .. Even though I talk a lot .. There isn't anyone that can replace YOU .. You're personality pissed me off ... but at the same time .. You're friendship USED to make it worth it .. Till now.

Now I'm nothing to you, and yet.. You still float across MY mind ...

- Francis Frustration