Inside The Mind of The Frustrated #29

"As much as I try and hide it.. As much as I try to stay positive... I can never seem to feel good enough about myself.  Everyone seems to find everyone else better than me in some way or form.  I can never be good enough for anyone, and it's not like I try to please people... I just wish people would love me for me; Everyone else seems to be amazing at being themselves but no one seems to appreciate me for myself."

- Francis Frustration

I need YOUR HELP! (AGAIN)

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Go to it.

Vote for my good friend Michael Miller.

Support him as I am! I have a video on face book up describing this online challenge. and I plan on making a youtube video for him!

Go online and register to  vote, I can promise you they will NOT spam the email you give them!

I registered and the only email they send is a confirmation one!

Spread the word and tell ALL your friends to vote for Michael Miller from Brampton On!

- Francis Frustration

Money

We earn it to spend it,

We save it up to spend it.

We buy things that only last a finite time

Thinking they'll fast forever in the moment

Yet we can't stop.

We make money to spend it,

sometimes it makes me wonder

.. Wonder why we do it.

Why we go through a vicious cycle..

We buy things we don't really need,

but we lie to ourselves.

The difference between me and most people?

I admit that I don't need half of anything,

I'll confess I buy what I want.

It's not the smartest,

but it's the honest.

Just don't forget though..

Money comes and goes,

but if you got no one to spend it with,

It's pointless.

- Francis Frustration

Dear Love,

I no longer believe in you.

I guess this is a sort of farewell speech ... You've never done any good. The moments that  felt good; I look back and see that they were all lies.  None of them were real, and I see that now.

You never gave me anything, but pain and disappointment. Every time I feel like I've finally found a way to play your "game", you find a way to change the way things work.  Even if it sometimes doesn't make sense. You'll do anything to break my heart won't you?

Well, I'm long longer falling for your charm.  Nothing will phase me now.
I'd like to formally thank you, for ridding me of any hope I may of had for love and relationships.

That whole .. "Happily Ever After" bull shit? .. Doesn't work with me anymore.
I realized that if I ever want to get something done without getting hurt, make people prove that they want it as badly as I do.

I'm done proving myself, it's their turn now.

- Francis Frustration

Top Rated Comments on Youtube are (One of the ways) to make my day

"Not gonna lie .. When he said buns.. I was thinking of something else .."

- Francis Frustration

Inside The Mind of The Frustrated #28

"Sometimes, I wish I could change everything about myself. I wish I could become the person you've always dreamed of. Maybe then, you'd understand how I feel about you ... "

- Francis Frustration

Why is this so hard..

I never seem...

Funny enough,
Smart enough,
Talented enough,
Hot enough,
Sensitive enough,
Sweet enough,
Cute enough,
Rich enough,

... Overall I never seem to be good enough.

People always seem to find someone better than me;
Those same people always seem to expect me to keep hoping

How am I supposed to keep hoping when no one seems to show that it's worth hoping for?

There always seems to be someone one step ahead of me..

I feel cursed to be everyone's "friend" and nothing more...

- Francis Frustration